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 I feel like it's the bottom of the 9th inning and even if I get a home run, I'll still lose the game.  Sometime I ask why I'm even playing. 

I'm just going to end up a nobody. *this* is why I want a dog. Dogs are great. Then, no matter what, there'd be someone there for me when I'm feeling like crap. My family is awesome but they're not always going to be around. Especially now that I'm older. Soon I'll graduate and have to live my own life, separate from them. I'm am so very aware of that. I'll be alone for the first time in a long time. I'm not super excited. I'd probably be more excited if I knew what was going to happen. I still need an internship for this summer. Nothing so far. I feel like a failure. 

I'm not a failure.